Things only seem to continue to get worse and any hope that is there is fading fast. I feel so sad and so overwhelmed with guilt over my kids. Every day I am working so hard on just surviving and making money it is consuming me. My kids especially my girls ask me daily are we going to do something fun today. They want to go to the park the pool. I am taking them to the pool tomorrow for the first time this summer. In Orange County especially where we live there are many communities pool that are free.
My kids are very excited. It hasn’t been much of a summer so far. Greg is not happy with me taking the kids tomorrow. I “should” be working around the house working on making money. The kids have needs too. I cant always put them aside. I was never that kind of mom. I love to play with them, I used to enjoy it so much.
I have four days to figure out how to come up with enough money to pay our electric bill or it will get shut off. Maybe I should stay home. I am torn. My kids are going stir crazy being in the house all day.
Things have got to get better, someway. I find myself praying many times every day.
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