Tension is really big right now with Greg and I. We are not on the same page. I cant stand he still goes to Starbucks and spends $3 to $4 dollars. That is a meal for our family of 6!
It makes me so angry inside. I am going crazy. We are not communicating. We cant talk about money it just creates a fight. We are in the financial struggle and we arent working together.
He completely refuses to get another job to work on the weekends or evenings. I know he is working hard at the bank and working long hours but he is not making hardly any money. Not enough for us to live on.
I am like a single parent to our 4 kids. I have them 99% of the time and their needs are my responsibilty.
I am working hard and working late at night when the kids are in bed. It is not easy but it is what has to be done.
If Greg would go out and get a job like he told Loral and her team he would do we wouldnt be hurting so bad financially. A couple hundreds more a month would be huge right now. Our gas wouldnt have gotten shut off.
He just got paid a couple days ago. The check is $824. every two weeks. It is a "draw". That is $1650 a month for a family of 6 in Orange County, Southern California.
The check he just got is almost gone. We had to pay electric, car payment, water, internet, cell phone and refuel both our gas tanks and buy some groceries. It is almost gone and 12 days before he gets paid again.
I am angry. I want him to go get another job. I am not saying working two jobs would be easy. It is just what has to be done right now.
I dont know if our marriage will make it thru this. The only time I feel any hope is when we go to church on Sundays.
I clearly understand why money is the number one reason for divorce.
I wish things were different. I miss my husband. I miss what we once had. I feel like I have lost everything I once knew life to be.
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